Well.. now i got so many feelings in me.. dunno how i shld feel now... lol... felt sadded, angry, happy, curious... ya... guess there are lots more... er... since i dunno wad to type i shld go one by one... guess this is wad they call mood swings... lol

sadded: juz lost in dota game... kinda sadded that i feeded too much... also quite sadded for my commitment to all the things i have decided to join. like bible study at sat morning but i have yet to be there once... haizz... swimming too.. always late and can't really forcus on it while swimming too... my project... dun need to say... even choir/aca.. i din practise at home... but now i am trying to do it le... but i can't pratise alone too... the pianos are "out of tune" since the blend will not be there...

angry: angry at myself... treating my family members so badly and unconcerned... haizz... dun wanna continue on this topic also...

happy: bday is coming... yeah... bday present from family is new hp or skates...

curious: wad is gonna happen on that day.... hmmm

so u can see... i am kinda down now... more sad then lots of other things... lol... ya... thats all... till next time =)