just another thought
11 October, 2008
Hey.. Its me again.. Well.. After the post yag thing.. Kinda feel like spending a little time to think.. Well.. Yesterday went out with jo, tj and jason again.. Well its like just watch them dot and i dj max a bit..
Well... Yesterday tj ask me if i wanted to go to his church instead.. Well that got me thinking a while.. I mean like listing out all the pros and cons you know.. Firstly.. The friends that i have in the bethany now.. Would they be sad if i am no longer going that church? The commitment that i wanted.. Is it still there if i change church? And there are the buts. Its closer.. They dun have to worry if outings are a little late.. Etc..
Well.. I asked one of my friends in church.. He din seem very happy about it.. Guess no one will.. But its better for long term right? Furthermore i dunno how that church is.. Is it good for my spiritual part of life? Well.. All i can do is just ponder over all these for now.. Dun think it will happen anytime soon..
Firstly.. I wonder.. Why did God put me in bethany? I mean like.. He could have wanted me to be in bethany for a reason since there was a very big chance that i am could have gone cbc in the first place.. And is the purpose that i am suppose to fulfill in bethany done? If not what is it.. And if done, does he want me to go cbc?
Seems like alot of question but yet all unanswered.. Just din know the correct path now huh..
Anyways.. Amy is now in malaysia with her parents.. Visiting around i guess.. Sounds kinda fun but i know she dun like it.. XD
Also.. School starting again.. Lol.. Gonna work hard this sem.. Lesser of distraction from psp and ds since psp is spoiled and ds not with me.. It will gonna be a fun sem of just learning.. My last sem.. Gonna miss alot of people after that but thats for next year to decide..
Ok ba.. Thats all for now.. Till next time. :)
Well... Yesterday tj ask me if i wanted to go to his church instead.. Well that got me thinking a while.. I mean like listing out all the pros and cons you know.. Firstly.. The friends that i have in the bethany now.. Would they be sad if i am no longer going that church? The commitment that i wanted.. Is it still there if i change church? And there are the buts. Its closer.. They dun have to worry if outings are a little late.. Etc..
Well.. I asked one of my friends in church.. He din seem very happy about it.. Guess no one will.. But its better for long term right? Furthermore i dunno how that church is.. Is it good for my spiritual part of life? Well.. All i can do is just ponder over all these for now.. Dun think it will happen anytime soon..
Firstly.. I wonder.. Why did God put me in bethany? I mean like.. He could have wanted me to be in bethany for a reason since there was a very big chance that i am could have gone cbc in the first place.. And is the purpose that i am suppose to fulfill in bethany done? If not what is it.. And if done, does he want me to go cbc?
Seems like alot of question but yet all unanswered.. Just din know the correct path now huh..
Anyways.. Amy is now in malaysia with her parents.. Visiting around i guess.. Sounds kinda fun but i know she dun like it.. XD
Also.. School starting again.. Lol.. Gonna work hard this sem.. Lesser of distraction from psp and ds since psp is spoiled and ds not with me.. It will gonna be a fun sem of just learning.. My last sem.. Gonna miss alot of people after that but thats for next year to decide..
Ok ba.. Thats all for now.. Till next time. :)
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